Oh please lord, if you are out there

i got one wish i cannot ignore

im older but not wiser

im not ambitiouos but im miser.

i need to growth till my life is over

i dont wanna be the same old kind of lover.

i want to love better, to lover depper 

i dont want  to leave a book, i want to leave letters

and my story must me remember

by the only one who should have known me

the one who'll ear my question

when im only on one knee.