I craved for your love for so Many times 

Almost as hard as i was craving for mine 

But im happy for all that were and once was 

That i'm not gonna stick to My fears and My past. 

I really hope that one day You could see 

All that You meant and You still mean for me 

I'm really ashame that i cannot be your friend 

But i cannot asure You that i won't crave for it again

And i i'm.not gonna lie to You not now and not  then 

I would probably just love You again at the end 

I'm now i'm disgusting and so You can see

I just want what i give one day would come back to me